Word Vomit

Every little thing I've thought about recently. However boring, trivial or ridiculous.

Okay so Jack is two and I'd be lying if I said he never has meltdowns. He does - and when he does, he's good at it (I really think it's his red hair - those redheads are fiesty) but it's always been at home and could be easily fixed. For the past few days we've gone out somewhere, he's had a meltdown each time. Right there in the middle of the grocery store (over cheap sunglasses) Right there in the middle of the same grocery store over the fact he wanted to use the potty - but we had literally just left the restroom (and he went..so he was fine). Honestly I don't get embarassed over the occasional tantrum, I don't like them and try to find ways for them not to happen, but I just don't understand why he's started doing this out of nowhere.

My husband and I are trying to have a baby. This sounds almost funny after what I wrote first ("this lady wants another baby? and a screaming toddler? she's crazy") but we are. - trying, not crazy. Let me say this, it's almost funny how when you're not trying for a baby - getting to the point of actually taking a pregnancy test is nerve racking. You put it off because you're scared it'll say the opposite of whatever you're hoping for. Since We've started trying all I can think about is how far away it is til I can accurately take an at home test. Waiting, and waiting with the same feared end result, that it could be the opposite of what I'm hoping for. - also why does it always seem that it's harder to accomplish when you're actually trying?

Current joys of My new (old - built in the 1940s?)House.
1. The fridge leaks, it's the double door type with a water & ice dispenser in front? - we think the water dispenser is what is leaking. Either way we randomly wake up to a puddle of ice cold water on the kitchen floor, and it's always a surprise when it'll happen.
2. I still have yet to get my hardwoods totally clean, but our feet are more a grungy brown rather than black now.. making progress, no?
3. Half of our laundry room still has no wall , because the people have yet to come fix it after tearing it down to fix our leaking (and then flooding!) pipes to the washing machine.

I am obsessed with "The Glee Project" I have NEVER watched a single episode of "Glee" but I love this show. I can't miss it. Infact I watched this past weeks episode the night it aired (sunday) and then again tonight just to hear Cameron again. My top 3 picks are Cameron,Samuel, and Hannah. So as long as one of them wins it's all good.

We moved into our house in Early June a couple weeks after close, because we're tired of apartment life, but our apartment lease isnt up until sometime in July. We tried our best to find a house and get a closing date as close to July as possible it didn't work very well. This means that in July we will be paying rent on TWO places. This makes my heart race.